Very brief update, I went in our bedroom last night for bed. I said no touching, but as I was working this morning I remembered waking up in the night and H's hand was curled around my thigh. Nothing sexual, just holding it. Fell back to sleep and when I woke up again we'd both rolled over away from each other. Probably no biggie. Anyway he left this morning on his trip, said goodbye before he left, and said "See you guys on Sunday". I didn't contact him, and he sent a TM at 10:45 telling me he made it and asking how day 2 back at work was going. I sent a reply that I was still loving it and set up with 6 more sub days for the next 3 weeks already which was great. Also said D is thrilled at daycare so all is good. I don't plan to contact him again unless he calls or TM's me like he did earlier today. Still hoping we are making progress. One thing that stuck out from last night was his comment "I can't be your whole life". So the more I do for myself and the less i wait on him, the better for both of us. I already realized I needed to make that change anyway.
