Dom, all wanted me to go on the cruise and I said no before the summer ended for I don't like them and it is in the middle of ski season which I enjoy with my boys. To late to go on the cruise now.

Dom, what do you think about her saying she loves me but does not know if she will get the feeling back again. DB has two spots where they speak of this. In one chapter it says you don't just lose the feeling and in the other chapter discussing infidelity it says this would be the typical thing that she would say if she had another man.

She keeps telling me that she dosn't know if the feeling will come back.

I am hopeful for we are getting along well, conversing well, in the same house, in the same bed, no D talk (but maybe that will be after the cruise)we are going to therapy and she wants to read DB. Not hopeful for she keeps talking about physical seperation and not knowing if she will get the feeling back. It is very hard for me not to talk about R. I am a salesman and want fast results. I want my baby back!

I am hurting man! Looking forward to going out with friends tonight!