You sound angry to me. I would go do something for you like exercise because you want to do it not for anyone else. Go check a movie...heck don't lurk here all day and go to bed to do it again tomorrow. Get your shot of PMA and go GAL. Heck if my WAW asked me "do you wanna talk" I would be ecstatic. I wouldn't be in a hurry for anything...let time go by...control yourself. Don't worry about the rest. It just drives you nuts.
