Well the separation agreement that's taken a year to agree on is now finalized. I signed it today and it's off to her attorney for her to sign. I feel like I just signed an admission of failure, failure to maintain and grow a marriage, a failure to my family, to my kids, to my parents and to the vow I made to my wife, to myself and to God. Most of all I feel like I failed her first then myself. Failed to uphold my end of the bargain, of the vow, the covenant.
Time to go sit, reflect and once again find a way to apologize and forgive myself so I can then extend that to my wife and move forward.
If we really want to love, we must learn how to forgive. - Mother Theresa
