You've driven a stake in the ground. Your old relationship with yourself is dead. Your old relationship with your wife is dead.
Your new relationship with yourself is still unfolding. A new relationship with your wife will almost undoubtedly unfold as well. Whether or not that new relationship is capable of supporting a marriage has yet to be determined. You've written the letter; don't deliver the message until you're ready. Enjoy your new relationships in the meantime.
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