Hi. Don't think it has anything to do with the pregnancy. The other pregnancies (if anything) increased my desire and need for sex and affection. Could be, but i was feeling this before i got pregnant, so I'm not sure if maybe that's why I can't get any of those feelings back. I haven't really had any desire for H since he asked for D. It started getting worse before that, but that kinda killed it for me.
Karen - Never really thought about that. I always have wanted (and still want) 4 or 5 kids. When i found out i was pregnant (total accident, that .01% the Dr.s warn about), i was really excited. I know things weren't great, but I really thought that this would bring us together. All H could think about is how it was one more child that we would have to figure out what to do about if we split. I have had that though "something happened I would never find anyone to love me and my four kids", but not often. More often, "what would i do with all these kids" rather than finding someone to love me. It's something to think about though. Maybe some of the worry that i have felt just about he M is making me feel more vulnerable because of the pregnancy. Thanks!
Miss IC - I'd love to have your opinion, as corri mentioned that you may be willing to comment.
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