Long and Bumpy Road #3

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Jak...yes it does. I am going to try and find it on Friday when I have to go to town.

I am ok today... Good PMA, or trying to.

If pattern is like before he should be getting irritated that I am ignorning his texts. Call it anti db'ing or whatever, but I just can't let him close again until things change and that may be never. I just cannot imagine being on this rollercoaster with a newborn. Its been a tough enough pregnancy. He knows what he needs to do if its important enough to him but so far that is not his choice. I think my driving by his house multiple times last weekend made me feel rather crazy. Its his loss if he misses out on his family and daughter.