things are never perfect, but I commend you to sticking it out.. so many people give up too easily, and frankly if my H actually "cheated" I don't know if I could do it. You are a strong person and he is lucky to have such a wonderful person in his life.
Have a great day!
tal
me: 37 H: 44 Married for 18 years this june S7 S3 porn issues, and much more... since 7/06
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.