You say you're going to take care of yourself but I see you becoming obsessive.
A nice way of putting it.
You are still obsessing about things you cannot control. You are snooping on your W. You say it's over with your W but your actions show you do not truly believe that to be the case.
The inconsistencies in your posts are screaming out.
Stop focusing on your W and start doing something positive to boost your self esteem and your family's income.
You start coversations with your W that are going to end with you hurt and angry. She isn't going to suddenly hold up her hands and tell you you are right Frank and beg for your forgiveness - strikes me she is hurting as much as you and is hitting out in ways that she knows will cause you pain as a way of getting back at you.
Please stop focusing on, and posting about, your W . Start telling us what Frank is going to do to help himself.
Saffie me 46 H 46 M in 1986 D20,D18,S16,D13 H's A 01/05 to 07/06 H recommitted to M 07/06 renewed vows 09/06 Going from strength to strength
