well last night was a real test of my faith. w and i went to subway for a sandwich. w said she was going to file d papers friday. i said ok, went on to apologize for things i was reponsible for in the marriage. i was planning on doing this before she told me she was going to file. w looked very quizzical and asked me what i thought about her filing. ???. i said do what you need to do. i could tell she was wondering why i did not react like i had before. love in action. said she wanted to move into trailer, not move to friends house. i said ok. she felt it would be weird if she wanted to date someone and we were both at the house. of if i wanted to date. i said i was no where near even thinking about dating. it has been only 4 months. well. a few negatives and some positives in her reaction to how i did not react like i use to. she thanked me for apologizing to her , it meant alot. was truthfully down after the exchange, did not think my heart could hurt so much. prayed all the way home. asking for peace . will not give up .
m-54 w-44 children-4 bomb-sept 21 2007 t-21 m-20yrs bomb-sept 23 2007 divorced but not giving up hope, not yethttp://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubb...rue#post1224023
