Again, everyone here is great. I wish I had more time to respond to everyone and keep tabs. Life is just going so fast with meetings, my S, work, etc...
I feel great I have crossed 2 weeks totally sober yesterday, haha! Physically doing awesome, mentally I have a great PMA and not too many tempatations yet. But my phone list has grown so much, that at night I'm constantly talking or answering to someone, either helping or being helped. I've always been pretty spiritual with God, but that just continues to grow and offer a huge support.
Well W's saga continues. I got lectured the other day for not coming into her apartment when I drop S off. How this makes her feel unwanted, and how embarassing it is in front of her friends that I would treat her this way. She usually asks me, so if she doesn't I don't just barge in or anything. She said I shouldn't have to ask and that I'm welcome anytime. So I took the hint.
I got up a little earlier this morning and planned on spending a few minutes with her prior to work after bringing S down to her. Asked if I could come in, made a one step forward motion and about lost my foot. "No!" Then she physically guarded the doorway and looked behind her like she was looking at someone. All I said was "OK, well I guess I'll see you later."
No idea if someone is there, or what. Not even going to worry about it. I just find it interesting that I do as she asks then she slaps my hand for it.
Well she can play her games and do her thing. I'm not doing anything but being myself and if she wants to come around, so be it, if not, so be it.
