MLC's come home-part 2

[cagzmom]

actual get on without him. something i never wanted to do...thought that he would be part of my life forever. thought about that today as I was getting ready. his gray hairs, my saggy parts--- it was all suppose to be ok because it was what we did "together".

it is ok. i am thankful today that i was the one who wrote the checks-paid the bills, arranged everythign etc. i can not imagine what this would be like if i hadn't. even harder - i was so financially dependent on him--but i still "knew" how to do things...and now God has given me this outstanding job where my midn really does need to be busy. i am so thankful!

i do have a question..

has anyone ever written a letter or email and apologized for thigns you realized you did wrong? I mean i was listenign to Dennis Ranney the other day - or someone and they were talkign about men and what they need. I realized (YET ANOTHER THING) that I did to my husband - or didn't do. And i feel bad... it was wrong of me. Has anyone ever written a note EXPECTING NOTHING BACK --- just to acknowledge that I finally understand the burden he bore financially? (or whatever it was???)

I WONT do anything without talking to C first. AND IT IS NOT the time to email him as he just peeked...but at some point in the next few months I was thinking I would like to share that with him. NOT TO GET A REACTION - just to let him know I realize what i had done and ask him for forgiveness.