Tonight I totally did a backslide on my "going dark / no contact" thing and I texted H! (I'm so dumb - I really need to start taking my own advice - I literally felt sick after I pressed send, but it was too late) Ha Ha!
Anyway maybe the backsilde wasn't so bad, because H replied immediately to say that work was good and busy - but get this - he is really excited because he has bought a remote control car that he is putting together!! H you are 33 not 13 (or even 23 for that matter!!) I guess I should be glad that this might only be a quarter-life crisis so he is not actually able to afford to buy a sports car, he can only buy the remote control version. Ha Ha its so funny!
I am glad that he is doing something that makes him happy.
I just would really really love to be in a relationship with someone who wants to have fun but still be mature and responsible! I can only imagine what it would be like to be in a relationship with someone where I would only have to be the wife. Instead of being the wife and the mother and the father, and sometimes even the husband!!!
