H had an affair, now wants me back,,,

[ntl]

And maybe after all of this, he'll still be a cheater. But at least I will have done everything I can to support the person I love underneath the demons in his work. If we don't work out because he can't stop the compulsions, then I can move on. But right now, I feel like I need to stay and be a part of whatever transformation there may be.

This is very well said. In the end, you have to look at yourself in the mirror and you will want to say that you did everything you could. This is a great outlook. Stay strong.

Thank you! I am trying. It's a battle. There are moments that I just want to run away, but I remind myself of my values and it gets easier.