thanks anew and yellowrose...you both know what a mess i have been.
trying so hard to really let go of the anger- of the expectations..all of it. man oh man i guess i didn't think of it as a peak....no wonder my head is going crazy---- i am putting expectations out there----that is very very dangerous!! thank you
M-20 years/BOMB 12/24/06 Moved out 3/12/07 D final 7/30/2008 finding myself again