Thanks so much. I don't know that I'm even LD, it was just brought up to me as an idea because it sounded like i might be. I don't know. I was thinking about reading into it and trying to figure myself out.
That all sounds like a good idea. I'll try that. I'm pretty good about the pretty nightgowns and being naked. I really cofortable with my body. It's not perfect, but I like it just fine. Being almost 5 months pregnant leaves me with lots of those achy feelings in the morning, but I never really look at how I feel, it just is what it is. I need to pay more attention to me.
I don't know what my problem is. All I know is that a couple years ago, i was practically begging for sex and now I would rather avoid it all together. I'm not attracted to H and I guess I'm disconnecting the emotional aspect of ML from sex. I can go through the act of intercourse. I can handle that without anything else, but when it comes to the stuff that more emotionally connects me to H (kissing and foreplay stuff etc.) I just feel wierd about it. I do a mental cringe when he starts trying to kiss and grab at me. I don't know what my problem is.
I don't have a problem with the feeling pleasure. I enjoy that. I MB and enjoy it. Just can't seem to handle getting into it with my H.
I'll check out that link and book.
Thanks again lil.
If i can't fall in love... I'd like to fall in chocolate! ~ Author Unknown