I heard ILY again this week and H wanted the "bakery" to open again. I knew it would happen. WTH?? Honestly, it makes me really sad now. I used to think his "closeness" meant something but now I know it doesn't. It's like this hook he tries to get me with so that I can't move on.
I cried today for the first time in while. Sad that H isn't the man I thought he was. Sad that he lost all respect for me and I for him. Sad that I wasn't cherished like I thought I would be. Sad for unfulfilled dreams and promises...
