Ditto hon. I've been reading more about the spiritual side of this and we're nowhere near even beginning to heal in that regard either.
H is in OW's area this week. I'm doing pretty well, all things considered, but there's still the voice in the back of my head: he's lied for so many years, he can easily still be doing so. If he were on the spiritual path, I think it would be easier to discount the voice. But he's not, and reality is that he can easily fall again.
