I agree with the other guys above. Read and post and work on you.
I know that this time can be frustrating and painful, but put the M in Gods hands, ask him to bless it and let his will be done with it... then you can focus on you. The better a man you become, the better off everyone will be.
Maybe I missed it, there was alot there to process, but does your W have any specific complaints about the M or your roll in it? It's obvious that you all have been through a lot of crap together and that can be so hard.
Hang in there...
If i can't fall in love... I'd like to fall in chocolate! ~ Author Unknown
