Sun - I am so glad that you aren't angry with me. But I am pleased that you are angry. That is a good sign as far as I am concerned. you SHOULD be angry.
And please, complain, complain, complain, that is what we are here for. To hear complaints, both legitimate, and less so.
I know that I am extremely fortunate to be able to support myself, and put my son through school. Believe me, I thank God for that.
If you remember that you only have another three months that should help a bit. In the meantime, take care of yourself.