Thanks for checking up on me. I haven't posted in a while & want to get a quick update in before heading out. I have been keeping up with all of your posts & hope to add something on those later.
Made it through the holiday's, although it was touch & go at times to keep from giving in to my emotions.
H made another attempt @ getting back together a couple of weeks ago(3rd one, I believe), however, changed his mind by the time he left the house 30 minutes later, with a "sorry I wasted your time", remark.
Came home on Jan. 1st to overhear H talking to OW, saying he was still here, but would be getting out of here soon. When he saw that I heard him, he said it wasn't like it appeared, he had to say that, meant the opposite though??
Since that time, I've stepped way back & taken the focus off of him & our M, going out & spending more time w/ the kids.
The more I detach, the better things have gotten. Amazing, no pressure=relaxed, good times together. We had a date on Friday that went exceptionally well, & a great dinner last night with the kids.
Anyway, enjoying myself & attemping to keep "acting as if" & exercising my patience, the most important ingredient if I had to pick one.
Thanks to CVA & Nomo, when I do start to lose it, they somehow get me back on track pretty quickly (a few times not so quickly, but back just the same).
