BeingM, I was going to, chances r that had he not jumped out and instead open the door I would've told him that he was screwed, that I had proof of his infidelity and that I'd see him in court... and things prob would've degenerate from there. It took everything in my being to even begin to listen to his version of things and believe any of it, it wasn't easy by a long shot.
Kel, I do see he is trying consciously, acknowledges that his guilt is getting in the way and actually told me last night "this can't last forever, I will get over this" (I was the one who used to tell him that when he'd look at me in despair and ask me if the pain was ever going to end). God's strength is amazing, I wouldn't be this composed otherwise.
No homework this week (I wished for some, lol) but we are going back this friday again.
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.
