I think bhopeful is great. Better than some of the really sad names we see around here.

I think we could ALL name ourselves many things starting with be...
bpatient
bhappy
bpositive
byourself
....you get the idea!!!

I think you're B'ing incredibly patient and hopeful!
J~

M 35
H 29
M 4 yrs T 9 yrs
D 3
S born 10/19/07
Bomb 09/10/07 Separated next day
OW - broke up and H moved out 09/07/08
Status - still figuring this out