I think I'm done

[ms ladybug]

H came over to the house this morning to pick up his medication. He noticed for the first time that I wasn't wearing my wedding ring (took it off 1/1). He wasn't happy.
He said, "you just did that to piss me off." I told him that's not why I took it off. I told him that he hasn't been wearing his since we sep in Oct, and I felt silly still wearing mine.
Well, then he got more upset because I never told him how I felt about him taking off his ring, and I don't tell him when things bother me. I told him that right now, there are a thousand things that bother me, and that with all of our problems, I didn't want to bring up one more. He told me that that's my problem. I don't bring things up and then I bottle them up until they explode.
I told him that if it bothered him (which it clearly does) then I'll put my ring back on. He didn't answer and I actually forgot to put it on before I left for work.

I guess it goes back on.

I found a counselor! I have my first session with him tomorrow. I have no idea how he is, I just pulled his name from the insurance list and he actually called me back! This is going to be my first male counselor. I think it'll be good for a new perspective.

Boy, counselor sure are vague when answering questions...
"Are you a Christian?" Well, I certainly believe that spirtuality is important and will consider your beliefs when counseling you. (in other words..no).

"Are you pro-marriage?" Well, I certainly believe that marriage is important and I work with a lot of people to improve their marriage. (??too vague!)