FLTC, I imagine you spend alot of time wondering, or maybe even worrying, about whether you can hold on to this new confidence when you return home, that would be on my mind. Once you're back in the sitch full time it's a different kind of battle, isn't it. Your W's attack dog mentality has taken a great deal from you and the hardest part is to recognize that her reality is not your reality. No matter how she sees you, or appears to see you, that is not YOU! I know myself I still have a struggle with that and things just whack me over the head sometimes. It's too easy to fall back into feeling unworthy, undesirable etc because that has been drilled into your head for years. We aren't what they percieve us to be, just as they aren't what we percieve them to be. Later, guy!
