Now he's again saying he wants to be with me and wants to come home.
I can't take this flip flopping. I am too suspicious - too much water under the bridge. I can't imagine the hoops he would need to jump through for me to feel comfortable with him again. I don't _want_ divorce, but I don't want to retrun to the pain again either. I just can't see myself being more than casual friends with him. I'm hugely attracted to him physically, but we just don't seem to have a lot in common otherwise. I'm silly, he's overly controlled, I'm forgetful, he's superlong memory man, He's a quick study in most things, it takes me ages to pick up a new skill, I'm pretty messy, he's anally neat, he's very polite, I'm very irreverant, he always looks good, I don't always look good.
