It really pisses me off to see her thinking she's about to walk off with half your assets and leave you alone to support the girls. Sometimes I think she ought to be tossed out on her ass so she can get a big dose of reality. I'm sorry, Frank but what you see as sugar and light, I see as ignorance and selfishness. The plus side of that is that ignorance can be cured. So long as nobody blocks the path to REAL enlightenment...which is sometimes by way of the front door.
Yeah, I understand. I'm getting beat on by my 'men' to stop blaming myself for everything and giving her some responsibility.
That said, it is becoming more and more clear tome that for all my faults and transgressions, for all my blame, she still didn't say anything like 'you have 2 weeks to get yourself out of this or we can't be together' and help out.
Instead, she just waited until she was 'done'. Then decided to flee.
That's just wrong. Regardless of my transgressions, that's not how you treat someone you say you 'love'.
Do you think what I said to her was appropriate when she tried the 'are you mad at me / depressed' B.S?
