Grid,

You still out there? Mom is doing better, they've taken about 18lbs of water out of her. Doc said her lungs are almost clear. She's being weaned off of morphine. She's even asking her nurses if they are single. Had a group of hospital employees in and out of her room visiting me today. I used to service the elevators at that hospital for 12 years. Maintenance, transporters, housekeepers and one doctor looked in on me.

Family is starting to advise me to just get rid of W that I deserve someone better. That I'm still young and good looking enough to find someone new. They don't understand that's not what I want. I want to honor my vows I made to my W to love and honor her in good times and in bad. These are the bad, I think we can get through them if she opens up a little. The last time I talked with her she told me of a few things that I did that pushed her away. If she opens up again and tells me more I'll do a better job of keeping my mouth shut and listening.

Mike


M 51
W 49
S26 S25
D24 D19
Married 27 yrs
T over 30
S 7/12
D-bomb 9/26