Thanks Tom, this FEELING stuff is a real pain in the arse (and damn confusing!). You are right, for the first time in years a woman made me feel something really nice, I felt connected in a way I haven't for years and then she just yanked it away and, yes, I do understand why! Now, just to be clear, I would NEVER EVER ask CB out as long as she is in another R and again you are right in that I currently could not handle any R that consisted of anything more than coffee once a week! I remember when CB and I had coffee twice in the same week and I felt a little overwhelmed by it (how sad is that!) I also can't expect her to know that I'm pretty darn harmless right now. She had to do what was best for herself and her R, I understand that, I just have an issue with the way it was done, almost like she was in complete panic over something I had done but I never did anything to panic over!!!! Go figure! Oh, as far as other women, today I had to drop by the doctors office and the nurse said "Whatis, have you lost weight again" and I said "not to my knowledge" and she replied "Well, you look really good today" I had dressed up a bit today, just for myself. The last time I was in she was telling me that the shirt I was wearing was just the perfect colour for me...hmmm.
