I wasn't thinking anything much about this for a while, I was happy in our new R, or so I thought. But this email, it just triggered something in me again
if h were home and you found this e-mail would you be as effected by it as you are right now??
if h were there "filling your tank" able to call you and spend time with you...reasurring you...would this e-mail bother you as much as it is right now??