Starting to get it.... my 3rd thread

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thanks bilndsided... I was thrilled. I was waiting for something else cause H just doesn't say things like that to me. I'm not sure what they all talked about while they were gone, but it seems like he really needed it. I'm hopeful. I'm really trying not to expect anything to come of this, but i can't help but be hopeful. A lot of the girls in our church that i'm close with know about our R and i'm sure that gets realyed to their Hs. So maybe one of them talked to him... i don't really care.

i kinda feel like i fit into a very strange spot on this BB. It's like i was almost a WAW, i told him ILYBNILWY, He asked me for D and decided we'd be living in opposite sides of the house, so i felt like he was a WAH. Then i had an EA. Then he wanted to get back together and I just couldn't get back into it and then he wouldn't try... all the while i went from waaay HD to waaay LD and he went from LD to HD or at least a little higher than before. It's crazy... Anyways... i feel like i can relate to lots of bits and peices. One thing i will tell you though, is that if H had said he wanted to work on it before the EA, i probably would have been thrilled, but nothing would have gotten fixed. If he had done it during the begining of EA, i probably wouldn't have wanted to. Because we waited 6 months before even trying and we are about 9 months since i told him ILYBNILWY now, it gave us (at least me) time to figure out what i was doing wrong. It made me really look at myself.

Give it time. Be patient, i'm sure you've heard the saying "good things come to those who wait"...