Got a call from H in the middle of the night last night. He said he got a call from a blocked number and thought it was me. Yeah, right. We talked a bit. Told him I saw someone from our past that we haven't seen in a while because he lied so much to us. I made a joke that he would make my top 5 liars list and H said...well if he makes the list than I must be at the top. I let it go and didn't say a word.
We talked for a bit. Just small talk about the Giants game, I am a huge fan and he said he was thinking about me while he was watching. He made some other comments that led me to think...if you are this unhappy, then why aren't you home. I guess that is the big question for me.....any clues?
So, he was going for blood work today. Said he had it done last week and his sugar was high so he was having it rechecked. Sure glad he still has MY health insurance.
Today I got home and d12 said he was at counseling. He stopped by afterwards until I had to take d12 to softball. It is snowing pretty good now so I called H to see if he would pick her up. He said he would and I really don't feel bad about it because I am constantly carting the kids around.
Anyway, he was somewhat quiet after counseling. Wish I was a fly on the wall in that room.
Snodderly, I guess I always assume he is having a great time with his MOW because if he wasn't why isn't he home with his family. I have such a hard time wrapping my arms around that. He can call me , he can cry, he can be lonely, ....well then why not come home? Is it pride? Is it replay?
Please try to explain this to me because I pride myself on having great intuition and being able to figure things out....and this has me stumped.
