Grrrr..... I'm so frustrated right now.. I watched the kids for a while and noticed her phone was left behind. Every ounce of my bieng couldn't restrain myself from going thru it. I know, I know. I said I wouldn't snoop anymore..but, I had to.... She's been talking to O/M.. surrrrprize-surrrrrprize..
Just when I think things are settling down. Dammmitiittttt........
My wife is in love with another man. Point blank. She just----- won't----- END---- it. I changed his contact info in her phone to say A**hole.. Then changed it back. Then changed it again to say Future Hubby.. Then changed it back. Changed it a bunch more times till my blood pressure returned to normal and I put it down and left it alone like I never even saw it..
I wish I could be a fly on the wall when there talking. I wish I knew what the heck the "plan" was. I'm just in limbo.. Waiting.. Waiting......Waiting..
She says "Were done" "I don't love you" all the hurtfull stuff..
Whell lets back up.. She was saying all that stuff.. Last week. It's been about six "good" days now.. I thought things were settling down..Most of the calls to O/M were last week right after another blowout between us. and a few here and there.. I wish she would either just hit me over the head with it. Like REally hard and just get it over with.. or Make a teeny tiny little comitment to attempt to work this out.. I hate this.. Living apart "giving her "space"" and all I can think of is O/M that won't go away... I want Soooo bad to call him up and Confront him.. Ask him point blank " Are you in love with MY wife".... I'm litterally seconds away from calling him sometimes...I just can't give HIM that power over me..I can't... I WANT to.. belive me.....ohhhh mannnn..
Guess I'll just pretend I never even saw it.. no sence ruining the "good" streak over something I have no controll over anyways..
