Thank you, I appreciate the understanding and encouragement. And I am not returning to that C.
I am going pitch black now, as far as communicating with my H. We met this morning to discuss finances and he was most unsympathetic to my sitch. I am in school to retrain in a different field and I did not need the added stress of his abandoning me before I was back on my feet.
H will probably try to contact me to file tax return, but I plan to ignore him till April. H has his bright, shiny new life, and I will have to find mine.