(cozy) i know that i have to train myself to be something i am not
(Lil) I definitely do NOT believe this is true.
Basically, I think Lil's right. But...
(cozy) i really don't like acting like i just don't care about her, or that i have no feelings for her, or that i just look away from her not allowing myself to grab and make-out with her, or tell her how beautiful and sexy and what a milf she is. this just isn't me.
...you have to figure out if you're doing these things to show love or to get love. Your level of resentment when she doesn't give you back what you want would indicate you do stuff like this to get love, and that won't work.
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