There has been a huge change in our R, not sure what will happen. Not sure what to even think. But basically, I came clean to W about something really bothering me. She then also came clean and said she has been lying to me about what she is doing to make it look worse then it appears so that I would push the D forward. WHAT??!?!?!
She said she is having a hard time forgiving herself for the A, and dealing with her anger of my issues. She got to a place where she just thought I would be better off without her, and that I she doesn't deserve me.
Just a real shock right now, neither of us knows what to do. We decided to wait to decide. I don't even know what to write.
