I understand, I really do. Sometimes the really "good" days are the hardest. Because I am sitting right next to him with our children but I know he isn't going to touch me, hold me, or tell me he loves me. That might be the only positive about him moving out (supposedly temporarily while he gets himself together)--if he isn't here just inches from me it will be easier to resist trying to touch him....Anyway I feel for you. I have read about a ton of people whose marriages survived the A and got better after...so keep the faith. I just keep re-reading the 180 section of Divorce Remedy, and the Last Resort Technique. Seems to be helping things...
