You keep saying that you need to work on yourself, but you keep talking about your wife and what she is doing and how what your is doing is affecting her.
So, when exactly are you going to stop worrying and actually work on yourself, without regard for what it does to your wife?
Here is the problem, your like this war-hero, who forgot everything he did. If you chnaged your name and posted in Newcomers, no one would know it was you. You talk about knowing what you need to do...but your are not implementing it.
Again, which one is more important to you. Not Failing or the Next Win? One of those paths is living in fear, the other is living for the future.
Experience is a brutal teacher, but you learn. My God, do you learn. - C.S. Lewis
Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B. - Jack3Beans
Listen without defending; Speak without offending - FaithinAK
