You have GOT to get this book about male depression, it helped me to see so much and to stop asking myself "why did he do this?" I love this book, I'm barely half way but I will also share it with H, he's asked himself thousand times "what is wrong with me? why do I keep doing these things?" "Is He Depressed or What?: What to Do When the Man You Love Is Irritable, Moody, And Withdrawn by David B. Wexler
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.