I can't even IMAGINE what it's like to have sex with him...it scares me. I start going down that path in my head and then BAM OW enters the picture - and it's not a visual I want to keep
Ah yes, the visuals. I don't think they will ever go away. I think the raw pain will eventually become a 'twinge' in the far future. I can hope.
Just keep on keeping on. Piecing is so hard. Its scary because there is no easy road - divorcing or piecing. I am thinking of you.
