Just bought a 1 way non-refundable ticket to Dtown

[Hurtin4certain]

Its been a while since I posted, Im kind of sitting back and seeing how my sitch materializes.

Today W came over to my house and made dinner for D and I. Very nice!

OM is still living with her but it seems like they are doing their own seperate things. Its weird, because now when I see my W, I dont know if I want her. She seems "tarnished" to me now.

Dont get me wrong, I love her with all my heart, but after what she's done, I dont know how much respect I have for her. I am cordial to her and show her affection but sometimes I wonder if it would just be easier to start over with someone new and have that sacred aspect to a relationship.

W is still initiating almost all contact so I think she's genuine, but I know I cant really try to reconcile until OM is gone for good. I would feel like a sucker if I pursued W while she is living with OM.

On another note, I start my new job on Thursday. Yet another change in my life! Getting nervous!

H4C