I'm sorry you have been having a hard time. I totally sympathize with having to let your S go out with your H. I can't even think that far ahead, it would just make me crazy. Jenny, you are one of the strongest people on this board. Your life is going to be just fine and I know you know this deep down. So, let him have a GREAT day with S, imagine that it is going to be really hard when he has to drop him back off at home - good, as it should be hard. I don't understand, either, how our H's could ever justify what they are doing without even trying to salvage the M. I question God everyday as to why he has inflicted this upon me, as well. Why did He have to make this so hard and put me through all this pain? Especially during a time that should be joyous and happy. There is a lesson here, and a reason. We just aren't privy at to why, yet? Wouldn't it be wonderful to have a crystal ball so that we could see what the future holds for us? It would make this soooo much easier.

Hang in there, you'll find your strength again, soon. Let us know how today went. And, stay BUSY.


M 5yrs
1st baby-girl born 6/18/08
Bomb: 10/13/07 OW - I was 6wks Prego
H Moved in w/OW: 11/2/07
D Final 07/10
OW had his baby 3/17/09-so her
Me, now - happier than I ever was with him