after posting last nights post about reading my old stuff I went to bed feeling very angry but also hopeful. My W was sleeping and I put my hand on her back, silently letting her feel my love for her.
It was hard to sleep because of the thoughts in my head but I was ok.
This morning she's up and getting ready to go for her walk and I say 'good morning' and she says she's been up, the newspaper is downstairs, she's already clipped the coupons and now she's going for a walk. Much more information than I needed to know I guess.
Anyway I said 'did you sleep well?' and she said she had lot's of 'weird dreams' and I said 'oh, like what?' and she got angry and said 'I don't remember them, I just had weird dreams'.
She said she was going for a walk, and she was going to go to the sunday session at the spiritual church. I said I'd like to go because I know he (the pastor) has been doing a series on finding your lifes purpose and growth, and she says in a sarcastic, angry tone 'yeah, growth'.
