Every time he's gone for more than a few hours, and I don't hear from him...I immediately think he must be cheating or doing something not healthy for our marriage. And I didn't used to be this girl! I was very independent and was fine without having constant reassurance. That's gone for now!
I hate being this person. I feel H has robbed me of a lot of my self confidence and ability to have basic trust in people. I hope this comes back.
Busy is good. And yes, night time is hard, I do waaay to much thinking and overthinking... try to sleep and relax as much as possible.
