Hmm... I am really struggling with this. It's not like I have 100 men lining up outside my door but, what if I met someone I wanted to hang out with "as friends"? I believe that is possible with some guys.
I am not trying to make H jealous. Male companionship would just be nice at this point. But, I also really don't want to put myself in the position to throw caution to the wind and become "one of them". And... yet... I've really been D'ing my H for over a year. The commitment was broken a long time ago .. Geez.. I can see how these people justify their A's!!!
