I've had a good weekend. My H is good friends with my next door neighbor and most weekends he visits at least once so they can go wake boarding together... Last week he also spent most of the weekend there because H is a builder and he is helping his friend do a renovation. Anyway its torturous for me because I can see his car at the next door neighbors and so I'm wondering what he's doing and if he is going to come and see me (he does approx 1 in 3 weekends). This weekend I decided to go and stay with my parents - to create a bit of mystery but also to give myself a break from thinking about him so much. So weekend was very nice and I will do it again soon I think. I think I might do a course in belly dancing as a way to meet new people.