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[ntl]

Good Morning,

Had a tough night last night, the OM showed up at the club on a night when he said he would not so I was a little surprised and I guess my tension showed to my W, when we got home we talked about it a little and I said I do not trust him and I do not like him one bit. She was semi defending him and his actions in a way. I also brought up the fact that he is now hanging out and drinking with some other ladies and she said that is what we all do. I said look where it got him with you.

Don't know if I am making a mountain out of a mole hill or if I should atleast let his wife know. She is not an active member of this club or group.

Then I was unable to perform, so I was blamed for not being turned on and not having passion. My W then slept on the couch, so not a great night, and funny that I prosted yesterday on a high that there will still be ups and downs and boy did I come down with a bang. We are going out for dinner tonight so hopefully it will be nice.

Have a Great Weekend,

H

Yuck. I can't imagine what I would be going through if I constantly had to see the OW that my H had an affair with. I'm surprised you act as well as you do. Kudos to you for your maturity! I'd be kicking, screaming, and crying like a baby everytime I saw her.

You know, I don't think it is unfair for you to calmly and openly let your wife know about why you weren't able to perform. I can't imagine that seeing the man your wife had an affair with did great things for your sex drive. I mean, c'mon!

Ups and downs, my friend. Hopefully we'll get to the part where there are more ups than downs.

Regards,
ntl