Willing to be disturbed...

[ediemarie]

Hi Ladies - thank you for stopping by and encouraging me!

aahhh...the sex talk. We had one a couple of weeks ago. He said he knows it's important to me and it is important to him, he just isn't ready to move in that direction. He said, he just isn't feeling it. He's lost all desire. I don't know how true that is, but I can imagine that if I were in his shoes, I probably wouldn't feel so sexy either. But then, I've never been in HIS shoes, so I don't know for sure. So, I'm going to keep quiet about it for a little longer. I'm sure I'll make it through the 24 months with flying colors...On the other hand, I can't even IMAGINE what it's like to have sex with him...it scares me. I start going down that path in my head and then BAM OW enters the picture - and it's not a visual I want to keep.
MC is out of the question - h doesn't think we need it - no sex in 24 months AND an A?!! Right, we don't need counseling.

Anyway, I'm rambling. We're enjoying our time together today. H did laundry and cleaned up a bit - I've been doing some school work. We really are enjoying our time together. If we were 90, I'd say we have the perfect marriage...sigh...