This is hard. It's hard to not try to be nice, talk to her. It's hard to drop the rope.
Maybe she has outgrown me. I wish I hadn't had that dream because it makes me think that since many dreams are manifestations of subtle 'cues' we get during I day that maybe she is 'cueing' me that she wants me to be passionate with her.
But she was so detached this morning. And all the time.
I'm so angry, she goes and had affairs and I help her through her crisis, I lose myself and become a down and crashed man for many months and she waits till she's had enough and bails. Why is she like this?
