Mishka, I was going to cut and paste from HF7.s post to say how much I agree with some points, but I can't, she is right on the money with the entire post.
It is especially telling since her H is so similar to yours.
These are my friends now!
But someday baby... You ain't worry my life anymore
Take away, take away what I don't need, save the good part please. Fade away, fade away.